I don't know, maybe I'm blowing it all out of proportion. It's very hard to tell since I've spent the last eight months working 10-12 hour days, weekends and holidays (on my own time as well)- and am frankly ready to throw in the towel. This organization is on the cusp of losing it's procurement authority, and I've spent all of that time laying plans, attempting to train and implementing policies that should resolve the issues- and frankly, not only resolve them, but actually turn them clear around. So under the circumstances I'm likely to see any realignment that I didn't personally suggest as a complete travesty.
I was purposefully being vague earlier since I didn't want to reveal the actual location since I thought the situation was really "wrong." But the reality is that it's probably a misnomer to state that the realignment is concurrent with a mission (seeing as how contracting is actually a specific mission in this organization (in and of itself)), but rather the realignment is regional. This particular procurement shop is spread across seven different countries, and does hardly anything but SAP work- and is, in fact, one that Vern is likely quite familiar with having visited it several times when he was well acquainted with a prior director of acquisition. And frankly, the organization appears to have been on a steady downhill slide since that person left- until it reached the pit of noncompliance that I appear to have walked into. The pressure is on the personnel in these locations to skip almost every appropriate procurement process and just "do it." In fact, that's why we're on the cusp of losing our procurement authority, because people have been just "doing it." Sole sourcing to whomever without any documentation, awarding contracts without any documentation, awarding contracts in some cases months after the services were performed, and I could go on and on.
The reality is that this realignment has removed every single training resource I had at my hands (zero budget now), and it has removed all accountability for any sort of compliance to the CCO. As such, the people who I have so desperately been trying to get to do things properly now are directly accountable to regional coordinators who just want to "get it done"- in fact, since the realignment has taken place I have already encountered several instances of the new supervisors explicitly directing procurement personnel to disregard the rules that we have previously been written up for. And I strongly believe that in our next review we will lose our procurement authority- because the only thing that was working in holding people to the "rules" was a strong accountability chain. The reorg has essentially eliminated that. So essentially the last eight months of my life were just wasted. A prepaid vacation of $2K that I gave up and spent working procurement issues, my annual leave for the entire past year, all of it- gone. So I guess I'm prone to feeling overly sensitive about this particular situation- I was only doing it to try and "fix" the problems. I wasn't looking for promotions, or even accolades. But I wasn't looking to have the rug pulled out from under me entirely in the middle of a turnaround. We can't even get supplies (as in paper) approved for our own purchase because the regional director in this location's case is focused on his mission and really wants nothing to do with contracts.
I realize that one of my many weaknesses is failing to recognize the validity of other people's opinions when they differ from my own, and I've been working to remedy that. I can see that mission alignment of contracting personnel (in lieu of functional alignment) could be productive assuming that the mission personnel were relatively sophisticated in procurement processes and didn't actively encourage contracting personnel to disregard the rules or, maybe even worse, just ignore them and hope they'll go away. Another weakness is working too much and taking things far too seriously. It's funny because I specifically took this job in a concerted effort to work much less than I had been- and yet I find myself once again in a frenzy of work hoping that I can make a difference- however small it may be.
When I left DAU I thought I had made a difference, but now I feel like so much of what I had worked for has been undone. Though I will personally take credit for two things which I believe will have a profound impact in the future- which is talking Don into coming to work at DAU and insisting that he be made the CON 090 course manager.
Okay, I'm done whining now. I'm just feeling really discouraged over everything right now and had hoped for some wifcon- "hey, here's some citations where you can point out that this is wrong" support in lieu of the "hey, your CO is dead on with this reorg" replies. But I will adjust my expectations accordingly and figure out my next move. (Which may well be out of the government... ugh.)
Thanks for the help and opinions. And in case you're wondering I'm also well aware that another weakness of mine is too much verbosity as well as trickling out additional information when I don't get the opinion I like to hear. I think all three times I've posted a question on here Vern has blasted me for doing that, so I apologize for that- and please feel free to blast me a fourth time for the same mistake.